♥ The relationship recently doesnt really take on huh? ♥

♥ The relationship recently doesnt really take on huh? ♥
yeasterday, one of my best friend is having some sort of relationship problems... and yeah, coincidently i am still awake...so we went for a walk.. BUT the most terrible thing is i am awake and yet i am not having any mood to study nor sleep...what i did was just dreaming away or actually wasting the time instead of doing something meaningful...what the heck man...i hate now own...hating myself for not taking it down chicly !!

But as my friend said, how to be rational in being involved with relationship? ( when u really cared and love someone so much... ) And i am now wondering, what is love? why there are still people putting their head inside of the love trap which is enough to kill and make the people... Or we are just so lonely and we need the need to be needed and the sense of belonging? maybe that's why people cant stop trying and craving for it. this is so hillarious... sarcastically...

In my opinion, love is like a luxury thing for me... but why am i so irrational when i encounter u? tell me why am i behave in this way? behave like a child who is asking for something from their parents.. this is pathetic and helpless.. or maybe it's all because i didnt thought of i am going to be so so into u? i over estimated myself and underestimate the power of love and YOU... i dunno what happened to me and i seem so lost and not normal anymore... this is because i used to be happy go lucky type but not now anymore...

Do u know it's very hard to treat u as friend thou i'm still in love with u rather than thinking of forgetting u is the only way solution? ... Can u guys imagine what am i feeling right now? But still, u are still in my friend's list =)

So GUESS what?
p/s : i will always ♥ u