yesterday i have read a article that have been posted by my fren on fb...

it's so true about the ideas of the 'relationshit' nowadays....
i seriously agree and thumbs up for that article...

then i went all the way down to my heart and up to my brain whom is both of the decision maker and think carefully, wisely...
one is where the morality arises; one is where the rationality and reality comes in...

And i seriously think that i should take the advices and i do believe that this is all God's plan...
He make me see this and this is the answer He has given to me for the difficulties that i encounter...
He answered my prayer...i just feel that

So i am not gonna give anybody any hopes and faith for waiting me...
i adopted the principles of  'ALL or NOTHING' ...
i dun wanna made u guys keep on waiting and waiting for things that myself is uncertain of...
So i am sorry for making this decision...

this is neither fair for u and me...
this is just not right... i doesnt feel good making u guys waiting...
i should have let u go if i didnt love u...
now i understand why people said that LOVE is kinda selfish, there is just only one heart in me
And i am giving to the one whom i love...

Almsgiving is not gonna work in relationship nor love...

So i shall be cruel and disclose u guys what am i feeling right now...

i know it hurts but it's just for a short term...

but it benefit us, both, u and me...coz i am not gonna take up ur times, love and energy by keeping u guys waiting..

Last but not least, i would wanna thank u guys for loving me, the love, money, energy and the courage...

i do appreciate it and this is why i cant give u guys any false signals anymore...

All the best and i am truthfully sorry...

And i do hope that despite of lover, we can still be friends :)