♥Current's state of mind ♥

Hmmmm, what makes human to fall in love huh? what is the factor of operating the whole chain? hmmm i wish i could be the Angel of LOVES, spreading the atmosphere of loves everywhere and let it overflow which eventually leads to a nice happy ending... Isnt it sound sweet and lovely?

i dunno what am i feeling right now.. The deeper i get into a relationship or the more ex boyfriend i have got from the past... the illegible i am to understand what love is... i'm getting blurred, numb and confused. This is because it can be easy and yet complicated... It can sometimes heal a people and yet kill a people... Besides that, it can also be precious and the contrary petty; generous and and yet selfish... It's as mystery as magic, waiting for us to discover...

So since that i cant predict the future, cant predict what is goin to happen between us...and plus i am leaving soon... i'm just gonna let it be and left all the remaining part to God... God will decide for me... i have faith in you...

Do u know that to be ur friend is all i ever wanted while to be ur lover is all i ever dreamed.. No matter how we gonna end this up, i am glad that once in my life you make me happy and put colours in my life, even if it's just awhile... Thank You