❤ My Choices~ ❤

I’ve now decided to be with you even though i know that it's a risk.. But still, i am gonna go for it..

Do u know what? Last night i didnt slept for the whole day.. i've spent the whole night thinking about us and the choice l'm about to make.. I dun want everything happen just for the lust, that's why i took up so much time to think about it..

I love you & i miss you... From the moment i've chosen to be with u, i told myself that i'm gonna stay with you and cherish every moment that we had... And i'm gonna try my very very best to make this work and make this lasts... This is because u really meant alot to me and i would never ever wanna let u go... That's also why i cruely turn everybody down coz i know that u didnt like it... As i said, love is very selfish itself and i have now given u my whole heart... ❤  

Honestly speaking, i really do not have the gut or the courage to lose u anymore... i completely lose to u... i'm now being a loser because of u... So my omnipotent God, please bless on us as in we are so incapable for what is coming... ❤