It is an all or nothing approach. I either get all of it or it’s nothing at all. Love is selfish itself. So I just can’t tolerate  anymore.  I know I am gonna make it through as time goes by. Meanwhile, I will just focus more on my work as in sometimes it’s not that bad to be a workaholic . I just realized that I can actually get my satisfaction from work. It makes me feel real and true. When we were in love, we will always wanna get up from all the sweet dream s as in reality is way too better than dreams. However this feeling is totally different from what can I get in a 

relationship.

I didn’t mean to ignore all of u purposely. Just I am too busy for all this. Everything just popped out all of a sudden and I am currently handling it. Time is all the factor. When the time has come, I will be just fine. So do not ask me if I am doing well or not because I do not wanna lie or making u worried by telling u the truth.