Don't u ever think of what i've been going through with you? I've been so considerate and thoughtful all the times.  But did u ever think on behalf of my foot and try to figure things out and make it right?

Could u try imagine what would it be if you were I? This has been going on and off all this time. U know what, i am craving to know what am i for u? But yet, i am not dare to ask. All this while, i always try to be honest coz i think this is sufficiently needed in what-sort-over relationship. I will always turn to u and tell you everything coz i want u to understand me more. Oh well, i thought that u do. But in fact, it doesn't seem like this way.

I'm so disappointed if u think in this way. I'm just being honest and tell u whatever i feel. It's all because i care about u and u just meant alot for me. But i didnt get the same thing in return, i wanted to know what are u thinking and what are u feeling. I want to understand u more but obvioulsy i didnt get the chance.

I feel like i am just nobody to you. Do u remember what u told me? You said we are part-time lover. Could u provide me a definition of it. That's mean u will love me and be with me whenever you need me. But will i get the same treatment when i need u to by my side or love me back like the way i do?

I know what have u been through with her. But couldn't u just give it a try? Or you actually think that i didn't even worth a try? I've been hiding the feelings of I towards u and trying to act normally when i was with u. Since last year, i have already told myself that we just never meant to be. But it's you who said that u like me and ask me if i mind to be with u. I replied u by saying that if i am not interested, we wouldnt have gone so far. Do u still remember it or Did u meant it when u say it?