Please stop doing this. It brokes my heart. Don't u know that this is more than enough to make me lose all the faith that i'm holding on. 

I have already tried my very best to overcome the fear in me. So could u even try also? It's suffering to witness that and there is nothing i could do to stop it. I feel helpless and masochistic. I dun see any effort in it. 

I have been thinking if it's me who have too high expectation on u. But i seriously dun think so. Like wise, everything is possible, it's just if u have the initiative to do that. U didnt even try to make the first step and yet u wanna see the changes? 

Trust me, be the changes that u wanna make. Dun always try and change others but urself coz it will only work in this way.