Friday, October 22, 2010

I am in doubt...

i am kinda having a mood swing recently... always and always...
it happens without my own acknowledgement... i dunno why
hmmm, it's because of YOU, i suppose?

Do u know that i have been yearning to know what have u been thinking and what is in ur mind...
Have u ever think of that??
i just wanna know what are u feeling right now... what do u feels for me...
Honestly speaking, i am not keen on guessing and it's killing me...
all the uncertainties and all the bad thoughts is rushing through my brain and keep on 'hauting' me...
And yeah, i admit i am that type of person who is kinda over-worried, maybe that's why...

Maybe most of ur previous relationship ended up badly and there is lots of vitiating factors which causes u dun wanna get involved in any relationship...
i get it...u told me that night, remember? i would kill to have that once again in my life...
People will always said that: in order not to get disappointment, we human shouldnt have hopes at all...
but it's merely as hard as a camel trying to get through the eyes of a needle...

Do u know that once i miss u, ur voice and ur word will keep on appearing on my mind, every single word...i will never forget what u have told me and i can exactly imagine how u are gonna say it...it sounds anthomaniac eh? but this is exactly what happen whenever i miss u...

i dunno what happened between u and me... but i just sensed that or maybe i am being over-worried again?
i really falling for u so i do hope that u are gonna take this seriously... Do u know how happy and excited am i when i heard that u are making a promises to me that u are gonna earn money to feed me and we are gonna have a romantic dating in FRIDAYS though i can actually have it whenever i want... but it's totally different when it's with u, do u ever know that? it's all because of YOU...

Believe me, i cant help but love u; if i said too much, i am sorry... BUT i dun regret a single word...
And the wonder of it all is that you just don't realize how much I love you.
sometimes i may be quite close and intimate with other guys but i do hope that u dun get me wrong coz
My heart is ever at ur service...

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