if u really didnt meant to be with me ;

if u really haven settle down ;

if u are yet, not prepared ;

if u are not gonna be serious in it ;

if u dunno what to do ;

THEN i'm leaving..

Can we handle everything rationally and steadily? what i meant is talk everything out, honestly and without hiding... coz i want a honest relationship... BUT what are we having now are definitely a mess of it... i mean at least if this didnt work out we can be friends, still...

The situation we are having now is kinda tense and it's not cool at all... come on, this is just not the right way to handle things... we are adults... And i seriously dun like it that way coz everything is a mess... Do u mind telling me what have u been thinking actually ? 

i'm now starting to doubt myself and yeah, honestly, my faith in u is fading away... i hate apologize as in it's nothing, it didnt help at all... 'Sorry' is not gonna be the solution...

BUT please dun doubt what am i feeling for u... it's real and i meant everything for what i have told u... if u ask me to wait u, i will definitely do so as in i told u my heart is ever at ur service...

BUT it's definitely not like this as in i am now hanging in the middle of the air... So if u aint loving, THEN i am moving on... Just hope that i will still, be in ur friend's list if we cant be lover (: