hmmmmm... i am kinda having a complexity of feelings right now...
the results is gonna released soon...

am excited now coz we can finally or eventually know how we did for our last semester work...

and yet am feeling depressed now coz am not sure how well i did for the test...in other words, how bad others did...coz at the end, all of the results will depends on the graph...

Somehow, i wish that most of the student will did badly then i will be safe and sound, i think? lol
Yeah, this is when the self interest emerged...like what mrs.Ng always said...self interest will always comes first, this is the human first instinct and we cant denied it...

hmmm...i am now imagine what would it be the next week of today?
i will be even motivated or determined to did well for the A2

or...

i have already give up and just simply wanna get them all pass... as in the requirement to further our study is just an... 2E !!!

Seriously and honestly, my family dun really put much pressure on me and telling me that i should get flying colours in my result...this is all for my personal satisfaction since this is the first time i have ever put my effort in my study...trust me, i am not lying...

will i be the girl in this pic, shouting for joy after i get my result?

So whatever it is, i would have to accept it and bear with it...

Just like what my dad keep on telling me, there is never a right or wrong in our action... what we have to do is, bear with it no matter what's the consequences...

So guess what, may the God bless me with His mercy and kindness~ ♥